Yes: 88 No:12

1. Taken a picture naked? Yes.
2. Painted your room? Yes.
3. Made out with a member of the same sex? Yes.
4. Drove a car? Yes.
5. Danced in front of your mirror? Yes.
6. Have a crush? Yes
7. Been dumped? Yes
8. Stole money from a friend? No.
9. Gotten in the car with people you didnt know? Yes
10. Been in a fist fight? No
11. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? Yes.
12. Had feelings for someone of the same sex? Yes.
13. Been arrested? Yes.
14. Made out with a stranger? Yes.
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? Yes.
16. Left your house with out telling your parents? Yes.
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? Yes.
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? Yes.
19. Slept (not had sex) in a bed with a member of the same sex? Yes.
20. Seen someone die? Yes.
21. Been on a plane? Yes
22. Kissed a picture? Yes.
23. Slept in until 3? Yes.
24. Miss someone right now? Yes.
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? Yes.
26. Made a snow angel? Yes.
27. Played dress up? Yes
28. Cheated while playing a game? Yes.
29. Been lonely? Yes.
30. Fallen asleep at school? Yes.
31. Been to a club? Yes.
32. Felt an earthquake? Yes.
33. Touched a snake? Yes.
34. Ran a red light? Yes.
35. Been suspended from school? Yes.
36. Had detention? Yes.
37. Been in a car accident that you didnt cause? Yes.
38. Hated the way you look? Yes.
39. Witnessed a crime? No.
39. Been the person doing the crime? No.
40. Pole danced? Yes.
41. Been lost? Yes
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? Yes.
43. Felt so sick you thought you might die? Yes.
44. Cried yourself to sleep? Yes.
46. Sang karaoke? Yes.
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yes
48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? No.
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Yes.
50. Kissed in the rain? No.
51. Sang in the shower? Yes.
52. Had sex in a park? Yes.
53. Had a dream where you were married? Yes.
54. Glued your hand to something? Yes
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? Yes.
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? Yes.
57. Been a cheerleader? Yes.
58. Sat on a roof top? Yes.
59. Didn't take a shower for a week? No
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? Yes
61. Played chicken? Yes.
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Yes.
64. Broken a bone? No.
65. Been easily amused? Yes.
66. Laughed so hard you cried? Yes.
67. Mooned/flashed someone? No.
68. Cheated on a test? Yes.
69: Forgotten someones name? Yes
70. Slept naked? Yes.
71. Gone skinny dipping? Yes.
73. Blacked out from drinking? Yes.
74. Played a prank on someone? Yes.
75. Gone to a late night movie? Yes.
76. Made love to anything not human? No.
77. Failed a class? No.
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? Yes.
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? No.
80. Been cheated on? Yes
81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? Yes.
82. Thrown strange objects? Yes.
83. Felt like killing someone? Yes.
84. Felt like running away? Yes.
85. Ran away? Yes.
86. Did drugs? Yes.
87. Had detention and not attend it? Yes.
89. Made a parent cry? Yes.
90. Cried about someone? Yes.
91. Had sex with more than one person in a 24 hour period? Yes.
92. Dated someone you didn't even like? Yes.
93. Had/Have a dog? Yes
95. Own an instrument? Yes.
96. Been in band? No.
97. Drank 25 sodas in a day? Yes.
98. Broken a CD? Yes.
99. Shot a gun? Yes.
100. Had feelings for one of your best/good friends? Yes

Pleaca, te implor.....

Frumusetea singulara a ochilor lui inexpresivi umple intr'un mod neobisnuit oboseala alor mei.

Frumusete singulara pentru intoarceri in timp. Mi'ar placea sa'i spun "pentru totdeauna", dar sunt incapabila, suna atat de fals. Prefer sa tac si sa trec peste sentimentele mele in tacere.

Este atat de usor sa te prefaci. Sincera sa fiu nu mai am nimic ce sa'i pot oferii, decat putina iubire.Numai ca eu nu vreau din a lui: instabilitatea lui ma inspaimanta si desfranarea lui nu imi poate oferii nimic bun. Il fortez sa plece, ii impun sa'mi franga inima.

As vrea sa facem dragoste. As vrea sa ma prinzi in bratele tale. As vrea sa ma imbat din bucuria ta. As vrea sa fiu doar cu tine.

E incantator. Nu imi revin. Rafinat si divin, nu pot explica.
Mi'ar fi placut sa fiu mai slaba, mai blonda.

Sa'mi pronunte prenumele. Sa'mi adreseze un cuvant. O mangaiere cu farful degetelor. Ma atrage.
Asta e. Il devorez fara incetare.

Il "erotomanez". Ma infior la fiecare gest. Suflul sau pe obrazul meu.
Ma tradez. A inteles jocul, triseaza.

E delicios. Nu imi revin.
Corpul sau apasandu'se pe parta inferioara a spatelui meu.

Nu pot explica.

Vara a fost lunga

ONCE UPON A TIME...

"Am sa ma duc sa scuip in bordelurile in care sunteti cu toate intemnitate"

"Apoi lacrimile sunt extrema zambetului, si nu daca ne aratam dintii inseamna ca suntem fericiti.
Barbatul meu ma iubeste, ma saruta, ma ingroapa in cadouri dar eu raman indiferenta.
Putem parasi un barbat sub pretextul ca nu'l iubim, suferind defapt numai din cauza situatiei financiare?"

"Prizoniera realitati, a propriei sale ambitii. Ea numeste acest lucru "un vis neispravit" pe care il va povesti copiilor sai pe care ii va avea cu un sot caruia i'ar fi placut sa'i spuna << Adio!!>>."

Barbatii sunt misogini, femeile devin mizantrope. Este povestea unei fete neiubite, a visurilor sale, a himerelor sale si a morti sale.

Ma plictisesc iar viata mea trece drept o tragedie...

Amintiri, amintiri

Sunt acele persoane pe care incercam sa le uitam, cuvintele pronuntate, maingaierile mult iubite.
Sunt acele persoane care te fac sa te gandesti la ei, pe care ii abjuram, de care fugim.
Sunt acele momente care ne raman gravate in minte, pe care incercam sa le stergem.
Sunt toate acele locuri, acele parfumuri, acele priviri care ne fac sa ne aducem aminte.


Suprimam. Suprimam tot. Rebutam. Ne rebutam erorile. Ne rebutam trecutul. Cat mi-ar placea sa pot suprima tot, sa uit tot...

Vor reveni sa ne persecute acesti demoni. Au revenit azi.

Nebunia ma imbata, inima mi se inflacareaza, pumnii mi se inchid si capul mi se redreseaza. Am sa-i infrunt unul cate unul.

Nu, nu mi-e frica...

Wake-up!!!

Ma epuizez in a cauta.
Probabil ca nu mai e nimic de facut.
Ranile nu se cicatrizeaza niciodata cu adevarat.
Pregatite sa le intampine pe urmatoarele.
Aceea impresie de a avea intregul suflet in bucati.
De a fi un zombi ascuns sub putin make-up, un minim de culoare.
Celor din jur le este frica...
Frica sa stie ca pe dinauntru sunt goala.
Si e epuizant sa te prefaci.
Mereu,mereu...
Sa-mi inec lacrimile sub dus.
Dar imi spun ca exista si mai rau.
Ma uit in urma...
Inima mea a primit lovituri la fiecare runda.
Mi s-au spus ca chestiile de genul ar trebui sa o intareasca.
A mea pare a fi proba contrara.
Gata sa inceteze in orice clipa.

La Bruyère a inteles tot, Totul

"Être avec des gens qu'on aime, cela suffit;
Rêver, leur parler, ne leur parler point,
penser à eux, penser à des choses plus indifférentes,
mais auprès d'eux, tout est égal."

La Bruyère, Les Caractères.


Putem fi oriunde, oricand,
in orice moment al zilei....
Putem sa ne uitam la un
film sau sa mergem
la o petrecere chic,
atata timp cat suntem
cu cei la care tinem,
suntem fericiti.

Nu sunt complicata.
E suficient.
Bun, dupaia ramane
sa te vezi cu toti la care ti.
Dar asta e alta poveste....